Everything I Fought For Long Ago In A Dream Is Gone

 I have come to change how I view those around me.

Almost as if they are now placed into 3 groups.

  1. Trusted

  2. Not trusted, possibly tossed out of my life.

  3. Collateral damage

I am not happy with myself over this. 

To find I am cutting people out with more ease than ever before.

It scares me, that I was flat out wrong. 

That I thought they could have, would have been better.

Am I the only one that feels this way? I cannot be, it would break something in me if I were. 

There is only one way this ends, and we all know it.

Maybe they were brainwashed? 

I morn the fallen to come. 

I more so fear I will be one, as I am outspoken, and as one friend calls me Brave.


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