Wolves Have Got Me

"Why are you like this?" "Can't you just try to blend in?" Hello, have you met me? I should not have to blend in not too be scared of going out my damned door. No one should.  But here we are.  I find that I am checking for mace, and other such. {Not a warning, just a statement} Fear does not rule me. Never again. I prefer to think of it as prepared. "Be Careful" the little voice in my head whispers.  "Careful is not what is needed" I scream back.  I have those that tell me I should stick to the fiction, or ghostly tales I normally write. I do not think that they can begin to grasp having more than a single thought at the same moment. Anyone else so fucking tired of watching the ones that "if it does not affect me, I will not do anything". This is how a coward thinks. If we do not do something, think of what will be lost. Think beyond yourself for on damned moment. Oh, fuck it, I am watching the masks fall from those around me, in a...

I have tried to write this for over 2 weeks, but each time I do, I walk away.  Maybe that's the point? Get the ones of us that are intelligent enough to see what is happening, so pissed that when we do speak you can label it as "not proper". FUCK THAT. Those of us that know what came before? We are watching, waiting for the moment that you fall. Make not a single mistake, it is coming.  Each day it feels as if there is more unrest, if not open hatred, but out right evil.  Can I ever be as brave as those that came before me? Can any of us? We must be, or there will be nothing left for those that come after.  Fear, like pain, or anger can fuel us.  Panicking and screaming? That's for when there is nothing better to do.  So many times, we have been told/ shown something, only for it to be lies.  ***YOU MUST HAVE FACTS, OR WORDS ARE ONLY PRETTY SOUNDS** Are you scared? You should be.  We all should be.  But most will not see the Truth. Until the ...