Wolves Have Got Me

WTF?  I know, there are so many reasons to ask this as of late, but today comes down to this: How dumb does Pumkin Spice think we are? Guess what? He will never be the smartest in the room, even when he is alone. Africa has a day that points out all of the horrible things done to females, of all ages, then Pumpkin Spice Palpatine, decides to bomb them?  Tell me Intelligent, Beautiful Reader, does this seem as if it is a bit to connected to you? I know it does for me. But then I am just the one that tries to live a quiet life. Not really wanting to be noticed, better to notice those around you. I have spoken of how easy it is to blend into the background, as needed, but here is the fucking thing,  WE SHOULD NOT NEED TO. What of those that come after us, the ones that will not understand the rage that maybe they cannot place a finger upon why it burns ever so bright in them? Pumpkin Spice is covering up deaths, rape, murder, disappearances?  Sound as if we are repeatin...

I am so very tired of the fighting, this level of Bull Shit. You desire power so badly you will destroy others for it.  Yet those that do not a damned thing get to keep what they do not on a regular basis work for it.  Am I upset by this?  Yes, dear reader I fear I am. I find myself trying to hold on to the me that was not like this, that did not want to be as not so kind, as my ancestors would put it.  Make no mistake, I feel as if there will come a moment very soon, that I may call upon their aid.  And those that have caused it?  Maybe they should have remembered they were warned who they were dealing with. "Nice quiet life". It was all I wanted.  Then again when you go back to where I once called home and ask the wrong people the questions that make us simply close ranks? That they each lied, to you, that what you thought could get you the answers, simply could not.  Loyalty, even after a lifetime, means something, but I guess you will never un...

I feel as if the only manner that I am alright living my life any longer is just that, on my own terms. Why bother to try another's?  To keep the peace? To Not have discord in your life? Not worth it in the least to me, sorry. I have fought my entire life to be who I am now. There were moments I thought that giving up would have been a better choice.  Then I reminded myself, I am better than that.  Yes, if you look closely enough, I have scars from those days, I find them beautiful, they show I came, I fought, I lived through what tried to kill me, both inside and out.